Missing : Grandfather

Datum: 2010-12-17 | Tid: 15:44:00


Mum told me today that the candles in the living room is burning for my grandfather. A grandfather I never met in an age where I could actually remember it, that I never got to know. Apparently it's exactly 18 years since he died and left so many behind.

I can somehow not feel the same way as, for example, mum or gran does. They remember him and mourn his passing by lighting candles, but what about me? Why is the candles burning in my room too? I had not capability of feeling grief when I was so small, I hadn't the capability of even knowing what had happened. I've grown up with a grandfather who's dead. And that's what I believe I'm thinking of today. I grieve that I never got the chance to know what it's like to have a grandfather.

Christmas shopping

Datum: 2010-12-16 | Tid: 18:24:20


Today I've shopped Christmas gifts with Bella. Christmas gifts that, all put together (including food and drink) cost me 911 SEK.

Though I shopped for a total of 1969 SEK, and the rest of the money went to me and my well-being.
Bought a dress I can wear on New Year's even, two pairs of shoes because mum whines about me taking hers, and, for some reason, a japanese/english dictionary.


Now it's unbelieably empty in the wallet, considering that I need to buy a bus card and other stuff for New Year's, AND put away some money for Japan. Fun life!


and i like to tip toe around the shit going down

Datum: 2010-12-14 | Tid: 23:30:00

Pack up - Eliza Doolittle

 

The best song today!


Cleaning

Datum: 2010-12-14 | Tid: 22:55:56
I've procrastinated the tidying of my room for far too long! But now it's finally done! Quest completed!

To celebrate this glorious event, I've lit up some candles to increase the factor of cosiness and will now lean back with a magazine and a book and let the night take care of itself.

PEACE

Life has its moments

Datum: 2010-12-14 | Tid: 17:12:43


Adventure!

Datum: 2010-12-13 | Tid: 18:39:01
I'm at Bruno's now and waiting for the others (thought I would be the last one to come, considering the time it is now and the time they said everyone would come, but I was one of the first). I've had one hell of an adventure coming here.

Everything started out okay, went from home, went to Slussen, got on the right bus. When I was on the bus I thought I was going to call Oscar to check where they were and where I was going off because I had absolutely no clue. A bitter female voice then said to me; "Your subscription has been blocked for this kind of call!"
So I went, without any idea where I was going (except that it was to Värmdö) and with a gnawing feeling in my stomach that I was going to die. But I managed to get off at the right stop, but then the next adventure dawned upon me - to find Bruno's apartment. I walked around in the neighbourhood aroind peoples' balconies while looking through everyones' windows to find the apartment of which I recognized the interior of.
Eventually I found Gaél sitting in a sofa and jumped around a little to get his attention. He opened and I got in. Adventure over! Quest completed!

 


I'm so tired! SO TIRED!

Datum: 2010-12-12 | Tid: 21:28:43
To say that I'm tired is something I can say over and over again! I've been close to falling asleep standing up, and even walking around, that have to mean something about my current state.
Just got back from work, the last day in a loooooong work week, and I've already snuck down in the bed as I fight the urge to close my eyes!
BUT IT'S OVER NOW! And I've got two whole days of free time before I have to go back. I'm only booked on two events, which from an echonomical view is bad, but not from a human view. I would become psychotic otherwise and get locked in!

Tomorrow it was meant for me to just lay around in bed all day and not move more than a few centimetres in every direction, but instead I'm going to Bruno to celebrate Rico who turns 21. We're celebrating with christmas pottering!

Time to sleep! Maybe?

Party party party!

Datum: 2010-12-11 | Tid: 21:22:37

Am ready (although my eyes have gone red from too much eyeshadow in the wrong place)
Let's roll!
PEACE!

Out of here

Datum: 2010-12-10 | Tid: 15:30:41


In lack of other things to say (things that actually mean something), I throw up yet another "I'm going to work now"-post. I have no life.
PEACE!

A morning like all others

Datum: 2010-12-10 | Tid: 14:21:09
Woke up from a half nice/half weird dream about New Years, and finished watching Kung Fu Kid which I had started looking at last night but fell asleep during. Cried a little, laughed a little and cried a bit more.
Further than that I haven't gotten today, but in about five minutes I'm gonna start preparing myself for work.

I need to tidy my room too...someday!

Bed head

Look what I got

Datum: 2010-12-09 | Tid: 23:38:33
A happy surprise when you got home from work.



Time for work

Datum: 2010-12-09 | Tid: 14:45:15
I slept really badly last night because of Harry Potter. I was reading and I couldn't put it away because it was so close to the end and everything got fucked up (Fred </3), but I'm up and I'm going to work. Dress rehersal for Swedish Idol (but whyyy?) and the candy doesn't sell itself...or...at least it doesn't pay for itself!

PEACE

Good night world!

Datum: 2010-12-09 | Tid: 02:57:33
As you can see, I've totally changed the design! Something I just thought of doing all of a sudden and spent five hours doing. I'm really satisfied!

I'm also working with translating ALL of my blog posts to English. I have created an exact copy of my blog but tot the few english speaking people who maybe (not) reads this. It's about 400 posts and so far I've done up to the 5th of April, which is six days in (Regret my long posts now!)

It's gonna take a while, but it will be done, sooner or later!
I mean, who needs sleep?

and then you get the question "How was your weekend?"

Datum: 2010-04-24 | Tid: 11:42:00
Yeah, in about 20 minutes I'm gonna take my things and go to work for yet another work day, then Jenny and I are going out and on Sunday it's work again.
Last night I worked and afterwards I went out and took a beer with Jenny and the Sturk.

Anyone else who thinks that this sounds a lot like my last weekened?
It's because last weekend I did pretty much the same thing, and I know that next weekend will be exactly the same because it's LG on Globen and the staff party the same weekend.

Then you get the question "How was your weekend?" And what the hell do one reply to that?
I was working for ten hours, then I partied for fice!
That doesn't sound sane.

So what am I doing for my weekends?
I'm working and bouse away money I don't have.
YES BOX!



Package

Datum: 2010-04-23 | Tid: 15:05:00
I just got home from the dentist who abused my mouth with a ultrasound and scraped away tartar. Before I left I got a text from an unknown number that said that there was a package at Konsum, waiting for me.
Can you guess what it was?
Not that hard maybe








So now I'm ready for graduation whether I want to or not.
Time for ice cream, then show, then work!
PEACE



The one who keeps this blog running is Kim Norén. I'm 19 years old, and newly graduated from the equivalent for USA's high school or UK's college, and I'm ready to throw myself into the working life (not). My passions in life is to write stories, read, listen to music, play video games, and hang around with friends. My biggest dream is to become a published author and I struggled to make that dream come true on a daily basis.


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